It's a still from "Control". Somehow it resonated with me, and some time ago it replaced "Lounge bar" as my userpic (all my userpics are either sad or angry and sometimes there's smoke). I wasn't going to post it on DA, I don't know why, I think it looks really weird. It's from the scene when Ian Curtis is on a train as seen from the outside, so there's a reflection of a landscape which can be seen if you focus on particular lights and shadows (and someone said it also kind of looks like smoke), so it's a complecated image which I think is very emotional but reserved at the same time (like the whole film, and like Joy Division itself). The reflection thing on the window was really easily done with an eraser. I'm not that sure about the face, though. Hope I didn't mess it up too much. Drawn maybe half a year ago in two days, mostly with HB and 8B, and it's slightly smaller than A3.